He's so cute, and he's getting big.

Wow, what a special little boy you have xx

He's gorgeous! So glad he's doing well!

xx

aww he is getting big. what a gorgeous boy. Glad he is keeping well.

So glad he is doing well..Noah is in my thoughts & prayers xx

Today Noah is one month old. Spent most of the day with him, I like to be there when they do there "hands on" so I can change his diaper, take his tempature, and sometimes hold him as he's getting his feeding. Last night he weighed 2 lbs 10 oz, So 5 more oz and he's gained 1 whole pound. He becomes more and more beauitful to us everyday!! Yesterday I had a little melt down. It all starts with breast pumping, I do it every 2-3 hours and wake up in the middle of the night to pump, but my supply isnt increasing, I usually get 10-15ml's each breast, so Im worried I wount produce enough for him when he is able to breastfeed. So Ive been worried about that....then there are two boy babies all born after him. One a few days, the other two weeks later. I know full well they were bigger, one was over 3 lbs and the other just under 3 lbs. I know they didnt have the same "issues" as Noah did, and he has more to overcome. But I became upset because last week they were allowed to wear clothes..then this week try breastfeeding. Thats kinda when I lost it. Don't get me wrong.. I'm VERY happy they are doing so well...it's just so hard because I want to be doing these things to. I sometimes dont think the other mother's understand what a huge milestones these babies are having because they havent been there as long as we have. So I had a big cry back at the house and then I was better. I just have to wait alittle longer even though Im jealious


P.S Wobbles your package came to my house today, I have to wait till Im home again or when my Mom comes to see me next. but THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!! your very sweet and the kindness means more to me then you know

hang in there Noah will be with you soon

Glad to hear he's doing so well! I'm sure you'll be able to breastfeed him soon hon! hang in there

Oh hun I know how you feel!!! It's so agonizing and yes they are HUGE milestones. Everything from one pound to the first bath to the first outfit is a big deal. But just be patient they will come. It will make them all that more special to you. Just remeber to document everything so that you will have it for later when you look back on things. I wish I had started a journal at the beginning!!! But try not to be too jealous. Every baby is different and you will get to experience everything that the other moms are.
I remember the day Angelynn had her surgery I broke down as well when we left and I saw a mom and her baby going home. I was quite upset and jealous.
Im glad to see Noah's doing well and growing though! And see it's been a month already didn't it go fast??