So today problay has been the hardest for me. I didnt arrive at the NICU till 1:30 because I wasnt feeling well so I took a nap after my doctors appointment. I looked in his little bed and he was back on the nasel oxygen, only at 21% but I got very upset crying and all. Then the doctor informs me he is going to need a blood transfusion tonight. Im so upset, I know everyone said its one step foward one step back but I was taken off guard, he was doing so well. Im so scared. Im trying to be postive but to be honest Im brakeing down, trying to recover from all this and being by myself M-F its takeing a tole. If you could all pray for my baby, Id be so thankful. Im waiting till 8pm to see how it went, I will try to update later tonight or tommorrow. Please pray for him.
Sorry to hear you're having a difficult time, but all will pass! I hope the transfusion went well. Keep your chin up, Van. I know sometimes it must be hard to do, but everything will be okay girl.
And never hesitate to have a good cry! Thinking of you, xx