Well I got to hold her tonight and I got to do a whole bunch of stuff too. I got to change her diaper all by myself, and help weigh her. I also dressed up her incubator and got to pick out her blankets. I felt so helpful and the nurse wanted me to do a whole bunch of stuff

But the cuddle went FANTASTIC tonight!!! I got to sit with her for about a half an hour (felt like longer!) and she just layed peacefully on me the whole time. She was sooo calm and sleeping soundly. It was so awesome! I have more pics I wil get those up tomorrow. I am so pleased wth her. And it sounds as though I get to do this now every day! Whenever I want! I think it's so awesome. While I was holding her I just couldn't stop thinking that she's just a little person. My little person. Gawd I feel like the luckiest mom in the world! I have so much joy and so many good emotions running through my heart it feels like it's ready to burst! But it's just wonderful.
Thank you so much for your kind words ladies I am so touched that so many of you find us inspiring. We are just trying to live life and I am just happy for what I have. One day at a time
