Ema

I still dont think its kicked in im in early labour yet (ok its early early and not progressing but my bodys still doing something)

Anyway i looked at me ticker before and i couldnt believe it said 39+3 I really cant believe im due on friday and baba could come any day and at most 3 weeks

I feel like i should still be back in the first tri OK i know it feels like ive been preg forever but because of this ive forgot how it feels not to be preg (if that makes sense) So its like i dont know any different. So to think about not having a bump and not having movement inside me boggles me mind at the moment let alone, holding MY baba

I still dont think its finally hit me "IM PREGNANT!!" and you would think it would have seeing as im days away from giving birth

So im sitting here knowing i only have days/weeks max left but feeling like ill be like this forever(makes sense?!?) oh its hard to explain./....

I just really dont think its kicked in yet....hence why im dealing so well with these contractions etc, and not getting to fustrated as i dont think its register yet....and even tho im thinking about it know it still isnt sinking in....

I love this lil man and cant wait to be a mummy but the thought of meeting him soon just doesnt feel real.....and doesnt feel like it can be achieved if that makes sense at all.....

OK im rambling but i still dont think anything has sunk in yet 39 weeks+ down the line Feels like ive been and still am living in a bubble....anyone else???

P.s Even after writing this.....still not registering....think ill prob faint when i see him after i give birth XxxX

ilovemybump

hope he comes soon for u
it didnt register to me that i was gonna have a baby till my waters actually broke :-/
i thought every contraction wasnt real even when they were a few mins apart lol

anyway good luck hopfully it will happen soon, cant wait to see pics of ur gorgeous little man

joeo

Ah, I'm not as far on as you and it doesnt seem real to me either. My friend came round yesterday with her baby boy born on Saturday and I couldnt get over that she had gone from being pregnant to having a baby in her arms.

I dont think I can put into words how it feels its not strange more a little confusing if you know what i mean.

thelilbump

well i'm 8 days behind u and i still can't get my head round the fact that i'm having a babay either. The best word i seem to use constantly to describe pregnancy is 'surreal'. I can't get my head round the fact that theres a person inside me or that very soon i'll be holding him/her.people have started to ask how its going now and tell me how i could go anytime - my response is like 'nahhh i'm gonna be pregnant forever!'. I think i'm going to miss my bump in a strange way aswell tho i'll be glad to actaully fit into my regular jeans

we'll be holding our LO's very soon

Ema

Make me laugh tho because im having contractions everyone keeps going "any day now...." my reply "nope ive still got weeks " Denial or what it should be the other way around XxxX

carries

I have felt like that the whole way through this pregnancy and to be honest dont think ill manage to connect all the dots until that baby is in my arms. Odd isnt it, the sensation that its all going really quick but at the same time feels like it has gone on forever. Ive tried to explain it to my OH but it is really hard to explain!

Luhweez

I still can't believe you still haven't got your munchkin in your arms! bad early labour bad!

thelilbump

it's the anticipation of the pain i think, u don't wanna think about it. I Just keep pushin it back, deffo in denial, best way until the time and i'll prob poo my pants

ryder

Good luck hun! Hope he comes soon for you!

Reality has already hit me, im crapping my pants with the thought/possibility of the baby coming early cause nothing is ready yet!!!! lol!

Ema

i wish it would hit me.....i need a shake up so much to do and he could be here any min but i still dont believe it so nothing done XxX