hi everyone,
i was dx with obstetric cholestasis quite early in my pregnancy- at 22 weeks, although the itching began around 18 weeks. i am now 29 weeks and it has been so difficult. i am take 1000mg of urso a day along with 4g of cholestramine and 1g of vit k. while those meds have improved the severity of the itching, i am still very itchy. it gets so bad sometimes i have to rub myself on the rug- rug burning myself- and i feel like im on fire and having a panic attack at the same time. the dr. said its still too early for steriods. i am also a little depressed because i am totally exhausted all the time and i feel like no one really understands. people will say oh yea 'i used to have eczema' or 'once i had athlete's foot' and i know they mean well but it's not even close to the same thing (i've had both) and i feel kind of alone in it. All this on top of worrying if my baby will be ok

A lot of people are like 'it will be fine' and I feel like they brush it off, but when you are dealing with it 24/7 for months it's kind of a big deal. i'm really don't like to complain (believe it or not) but i wish i had someone to talk to who really knows what i'm going through first hand. that's why i signed up here. not that i want to just talk about depression and illness constantly, i am also very!!! excited, it would just be nice to know other people are out there and going through the same thing that i can relate to. so if any of you are, or have, it would be nice to share with each other our daily tribulations. sounds kinda corny haha but i need a support group.
