As you all know, im not having a good time of it at the min with this high bp, protein and my urates being too high in my blood...they have said its the start of pre eclempsia so im being monitired really closely...

today i woke up after a really poo night sleep, my tummy is so uncomfy and painful *no contractions* just painful if that makes sense, i got maddy ready for school, dropped her off took oh his breakfast and then came home, my headaches are getting worse and my eyes are on the border of closing they are so heavy,....i am going to have to give in and take 2 paracetamol (i am funny about taking tablets and have only taken 4 in the whole 34 weeks) anyway i lay down and felt really strange..i cant explain that well what i felt like just achey, ear aches, restless, like i have a cold coming, impatient and irritable, it was 11 oclock when i was on the computer and the next thing i heard the ginger david dickinson on the tv ..it was only bloomin 3 oclock!!! I had missed calls and texts and id even slept straight through them which is def not like me, what a shocker...

i hope my appt tomorrow goes ok and things are starting to settle down but the way im felling i dont think it will be good, im nervous as hes only 34 + 1 and NEED to get to 35 weeks if not 37, i keep thinking my body is getting ready and hes playing tricks on me not letting me sleep at night and letting me sleep in the day so when he arrives ill have double the shock as he wont let me sleep day or night...

ooooooo my head is such a muddle ladies i just want to scream!!!!!!!!!!!

h x

I hate that point... I normally end up pacing the house in the wee small hours.... I think it's just the sense of expectancy creeping up on you, now that you're so close... And the erratic sleeping... definitely practice for bubs coming