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i havent been on here proparly for a few days as i just feel so crap...my mood is sinking and i feel depression taking hold again, im having probelms with work STILL!! they still havent confirmed by maternity smp or my holidays and im goin away this saturday for a week to devon so they should have it all sorted by now...ive rang and was fobed off by saying they have far too much work to do and will get round to it!!
Everything just seems to be coming back to me, all my old worries and feelings, im worried about tommy, the birth, my relationship, MONEY, the recession etc etc i have dealt with depression most of my life but this time it feels different...i want to be happy and savour every moment of this precious time but i just want to curl up and ignore the whole world
We are going away say for a week to devon which i am looking forward to as i feel i can escape reality for a while, i have a scan tue the 27th at 315 to see if i can go natural again or if i will have to have a section...
WHY CANT I SNAP OUT OF THIS??
im sorry to go on and i should be grateful for what i have but my mind seems to be playing tricks with me....
Im hoping my break will sort me out...
thanks for listening if you got this far
hayley x
ps uvlol...have a good scan may 21st my bday ill think of you!
I know what you mean. I also struggle with depression and it's been a bit harder the past few weeks. Hormones make it all the harder to control and you can never just snap out it. And I've noticed that it's getting harder the farther along I am, even on treatment. You should probably talk to your MW and see what she recommends before you go too low, especially if you are still feeling so low after your trip. Try to enjoy your trip. Hope you feel better soon
Hormones make things harder to deal with. As for your work, it is your right to know. Have you put your foot down and said this is a simple task and get it sorted? And then blame any sort of strop on hormones?
And things will work out in the end even if it seems it will not at this moment. Everything is probably feeling magnified by 100 due to hormones.
I am so sorry you feel so down. I am stressing out about many of the same issues as you. I really hope you enjoy your weeks in devon and the weather clears up a bit for you!
I'm so sorry you're feeling so crap Hayley. I also suffer from depression and have been so concerned that it would rear it's ugly head during pregnancy. So far so good though.
Have you seen anyone about it?
Even if there are no suitable meds, they should put you in touch with someone who can help.
Please feel free to PM me if you like.
Hope your hols help - I absolutely love Devon - my parents and sister live there and I can't stay away! Hope you get to relax nicely x x
It's hard not to stress about everything, but all things work themselves out. At least you do get to go on a vacation i'm sure that will help you feel better. And just think when your little man is finally here you won't be thinking about any of the crap you have to stress about right now. It will get better just try to think positive
I know what you mean. I also struggle with depression and it's been a bit harder the past few weeks. Hormones make it all the harder to control and you can never just snap out it. And I've noticed that it's getting harder the farther along I am, even on treatment. You should probably talk to your MW and see what she recommends before you go too low, especially if you are still feeling so low after your trip. Try to enjoy your trip. Hope you feel better soon 
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