This is probably a pointless thread, more a reason for me to write down how I'm feeling, as it sometimes makes me feel better.
I've been as sick as a dog this morning, I feel sooo tired and my legs feel so heavy they almost feel numb. My pelvis is shocking today too and my arms are killing me after my GTT blood tests yesterday (my one arm has a huge blue lump from where she got me with the needle!)
But I can't stop crying this morning. I really miss my grandad. He died last August after a 5 year battle with cancer (his name was Ray, hence our LO's middle name) and he was like a dad to me as mine wasn't around. I miss him so much all the time, but some days I have these little "blips" where my feelings seem to come to a head and I lose the plot for a few hours....
Everything today seems to remind me of him this morning. And add to that the fact that I don't feel too well either..... this could be a long day!
AAWW Sweety I know it must be hard for you especially as you were so close but im sure he would want you to be positive and look to the future with a happy face and he would be so proud of you and of baby.
These little blips get us sometimes but try to put your chin up and remember the good times
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