bexy_22

I've been ok today, in a relatively good mood but hormones have got the better of me AGAIN. I'm aching and I feel sick and I'm finding it hard to breathe. Also I just can't get rid of my terrible paranoia to do with my OH. I tried talking to him yesterday but it hasn't helped even though he reassured me everything I was saying was silly. But when I came back from work 2 hours early today I walked upstairs and saw my OH looking extremely guilty and I went into the bedroom and (sorry if this is a bit tmi!) saw a wet mark on the bed so I knew what he'd been up to, which I don't really mind but right next to it was his phone and the first thing I thought was, had he been talking/texting someone else? It just seemed an odd place for your phone to be when your *ahem* relieving yourself. I hate these hormones and I hate that whatever I do I can't stop my back and my ribs from aching and I really want to scream!!!

Thanks for reading if ya did lol sorry it turned into a bit of a rant. I'm just stuck on my own so much I never have anyone to talk to except you girlies on here!

Rachel16+Bump

sorry your havin a rough day bexy! *HUGS* just think you wont have the pains forever n at the end of it all youl have little bethany in your arms xxx

Vickie

Hope you start feeling better soon. Have you asked your OH about the phone being in the bed while he was *ahem*??

bexy_22

He went straight out to work. He's going to think I'm mental but y'know it looked suspicious even though it could've been completely innocent

babe2ooo

awww hunny, i was ask your OH about this dont let it keep going through your mind

bexy_22

I don't think he realised I'd got onto what he'd been doing. I need a hug. Sorry for boring you guys with my paranoia again lol

clairebear

ah hugs hun not long to go then these horones will go xx

babe2ooo

you know wot we all feel like that sometime and it better to ask us here cause we understand, why dont you txt your oh??

Vickie

I'm sure it's fine and chances are the phone was just laying there when he got the sudden urge too.......well you know. But you can't let it eat you up and it's best to go ahead and talk it out rather than stewing on it in silence. I ask my DH all the time so have you done "it" yet? It doesn't bother me if he does, I mean honestly the last few weeks I haven't felt like anything anyways but I want him to be upfront with me, and he always is.

bexy_22

I might send him a text just to put my mind at ease. Yesterday I told him I keep having dreams where he's sleeping with his step mum and he was like, what?? lol