It will be 12months since my daughter Amber passed away. I am really not looking forward to it the last week leading up to i have kept having bad dreams about the night it happened.
I cant help but think about what my life would be like if she was still here i know she would have never lived a normal healthy life and all i can think is what if.
Just going to be strong and keep myself busy i think tonight will be the worst (sigh) OH is really good and he wasn`t evan her father he gets so emotional about her i know it sounds mean but i find that comforting.
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