When Nathan was born and I held him for the first time I felt so much happiness/love/relief/shock/excitement/disbelief.
I just couldn't believe he was mine, I had made him and he had been growing inside me and now he was here
I was also abit scared but excited at how much my life would change now I had my little baby in my arms.
I already loved him before I had him but when he was in my arms it was amazing.
I just couldn't stop looking at him after he was born
