My 4D scan made so much of a difference, i've already bonded with him and have the image of his face in my head....i just can wait!

i remember when i had maddison it was all so quick and surreal, i was holding her and the midwife even said to me..."you did know you were pregnant didnt you dear" lol MY FACE MUST HAVE BEEN A PICTURE!!

i have so many gaps in my last pregnancy re memories which is sad i am trying to remember everything with this one, i cant imagine the time when i am holding him but i know it will be full of amazement.....Now im a little bit older i hope i appreciate it all the more..

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I think it will be weird to realize that it was just inside of you and now its out, and its yours, it will be so sureal at first I think. I know Im going to cry like a baby... I cry watching those baby birth shows on TV, I cant imagine what it will be like to hold my own baby! I sure hope I get to hold him soon

It is still a very weird concept to me that there is an actual baby in there. I know my belly is big, and I can feel it move, but it just doesn't compute.

i know, so weird!

Thats exactly how I feel. I saw my friend and her baby that she had last week and it was so strange to me knowing that she was just inside her belly a few days ago and now she is here in her arms... I still cant picture that he is actually going to be a little baby that I can hold and take home with me lol.

I am looking forward to seeing him the first time....What is he going to look like...Is he skinny/chubby? Does he have me and my husband's dimples? My lips or his? So many questions and I still have to wait a few more weeks. I just hope the labour goes well.I hope I know how to breastfeed correctly. Everything I know is through books and internet. I never really had any interaction with babies!

I think Ill be hysterical. I think Matt will too.

I think Ill probably look more stupid than I did through the labour.

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I can't wait, but I can? If that makes sense haha

I cant wait now. I got myself all prepared in my head for him to be here in like 3 or 4 weeks. And for nothing!

I can just TELL he'll cling on until the last minute now Ive got my head around labour.

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