So, as you all have seen from the previous thread in the general section, I'm not going to my friends wedding today. I'd rather not speak about it anymore to be honest, I know I should've gone but I just couldn't! Anyway, now I'm feeling so low, so depressed, so fat, and then she wriggles and I remember that the belly is for her and I should love it.. And I did love it.. I just don't right now.. I miss my body so much. I want her to come so much, and now I feel like I want her to come now more for my selfish need to have my body back. That's not the case, I wanted her here so much before I even felt like this. Amazing what one comment can do to a person, right?
