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Hi, This is my first child Jacob Mathew and I'm going through a lot of stress. I have not been on my medication for over a year for my Bipolar Disorder! The baby's father has done nothing for Jacob and doesn't want him and my boyfriend who is not the father has been beyond a support for me and has been helping out for Jacob to come!
I would never thought that my first and only pregnancy would be nothing but hell and I wanted another child, but I can't go though this again and get hurt like this and have my heart ripped out of my chest!
welcome to BnB! Sorry to hear about everything you've been through. Sounds like your boyfriend is a great man, though. Enjoy the rest of your pregnancy!
I can relate somewhat... I have been going through depression for years now and since I got pregnant everything-the feelings, the sadness, etc...seem to hit me ten fold. The doc put me on Wellbutrin...and that has helped but I'm still not perfect. Like you...I felt like my whole pregnancy has been terrible...just because I was unhappy for most of it...and my family hasn't been here for any of it..the live 12 hours away and they won't even be here for the birth. My whole life I imagined I would be this happy pregnant person but instead it was the complete opposite. I wanted more than one child but I dont know if I can go through this all again either.
hey and welcome, you sound like you are doing a wonderful job keep up the goo work. when bubby comes along, you will forget all the stress and something beautiful will be replaced. do you know if your haveing a boy or girl? pregnancy is such a beautiful thing and if your boyfriend wants to be apart of it i think that s wonderful. your baby sounds better off as well
take care and we are all here if you wanna chat...
xx
welcome to BnB! Sorry to hear about everything you've been through. Sounds like your boyfriend is a great man, though. Enjoy the rest of your pregnancy! 
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