hi i agree that you should see if you can go through it without the medication, and if so then thats awesome, and if not then thats awesome too

there's no need to feel like less because you couldn't breastfeed because your baby will love you no matter what. i formula fed my daughter and shes healthy as a horse, and i plan on formula feeding this baby too, because i think it will be less stressful. but anyways lol its more important to be happy for your baby than it is to avoid taking medication if you need it.

i hope it all works out for you and you can get what you want
