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: ::sigh again::
Contractions got very intense last night and were lasting about a minute. ...But after about 3am they just stopped.
Have been in hospital today because I bled a bit in the night, had a bit of a show thismorning, and then had another bleed in the bath this afternoon. They stuck me on a monitor and I am having contractions but my cervix is apparently closed

I don't understand where the blood and mucous is coming from if my cervix is completely closed??
Anyways turns out this hasn't been it for me, girls - sorry to get you all excited! I do have to keep an eye on this bleeding, though because if I get anymore apparently they want to get things started for me. I don't quite understand why I've been bleeding of why I am in the pain I am or why I feel so rotton and sick

I don't understand why they will want to induce me or if this means I should be worried about the blood I've lost? I am feeling a bit confused, let down and scared... I also really don't want to have my baby in that hospital - was supposed to have a home birth but am too dangerously anaemic so have to go to hospital out of town for my birth - from what I've seen of the place and the people who work there today I really don't feel like I want to have my baby there
Sorry to have a bit of a rant there girls - am feeling really exhausted and poorly. Will update you if there is any news.