Am so tired and emotional these days! OH is away at an all-day gig and it pisses me off - even though he gets paid, hes still doing it with his mates, so to speak, so they're having loads of craic, while I'm stuck here.
I hate this house and need to get out, but at the same time, I don't want to leave

I'm lonely, yet don't want visitors. What is up with me?!!
Am exhausted after hoovering 3 floors of our house. Keep pulling out wires, knocking stuff over and generally being very clumsy so I keep screaming out in fury at things. My poor wee dog thinks I'm shouting at him some of the time, bless him
