i dunno why i keep feeling like this, but i feel everything i wear makes me look like a whale, i put makeup on and still feel ugly. Im not usually
this conscious but i generally feel like rubbish. I am coming to terms with the fact this 'glow' is a bloody myth!! Also, i dont just feel rubbish about the way i look, i've started fainting now (i did in tesco the other day, luckily my mum was there but i was taken in an ambulance and all), anyway therefore im now not advised to drive (one of my passions!!) til after the birth and i just feel like my body wont let me do anything now without me feeling dizzy or faint

i feel hopeless...........
sorry for this depressing post, i needed to vent a little
