I saw my nephew for the first time this weekend, he is 3 months old, but they live in another state. I went to the hospital when he was born, but he was premie so he was in NICU for about a month, and we didn't get to see him.
Anyway... I had fun playing with him and holding him.. He is really cute, but it made me kinda nervous about my baby coming. I'm sure it will be different when its my baby, but I just didn't feel 100% comfortable with him. And I'm sure its cause hes not mine, but I just starting doubting myself. Is that bad? I'm nervous that I wont make a good mom, or wont know some of the things we need to do. I was talking to DH and I had to explain all about the umbilical cord and stuff, and it just made me worry that we might not be ok.
On the plus side, she gave us a bunch of stuff that we need, since she got lots of duplicate gifts, and some girly gifts since were having a girl. So thats fun. =)
i think what you are thinking is totally normal, i was the same with my little sister i didnt feel 100% comfortable but more comfortable than i do with other family members babies. when its ur own i suppose u dnt have anybody watching you and your not nervous because its yours lol youll be a brilliant mum dont worry! x