Well i dont know if anyone else feels like this but i cant quite get my head round the fact that v.soon im gonna have a baby.

Sometimes its as if i forget that im pregnant, then baby will move and i'll remember, its really weird!!! Feel like such a freak.

took it ages to sink in for me!! everyone was like, omg ur gonna have a baby, an i was like yea.....


then 1 day(in labour lol!!) i was like oh my god!!!!!!! im having a baby!!!!!!!

Thats what'll happen with me, maybe it's because ive already got one and my full focus isnt on being pregnant, if that makes sense?

I was talking to my friend the otherday who was like are you excited and in a few weeks you'll be doing this and that.

I was saying how sort of surreal it all feels at the moment and its going to be really strange bringing a baby home after being used to the house having me and Chris there only.

I was saying the first night we bring her home it will all seem so unreal.

It will be, its quite scary too, you'll love it.

i kept forgetting id had her *hide* then shed cry an im like oh yeah

Lol Yvanne. Thats possibly something I will do as i spend so much time on my own, not knowing any one in this area and with OH working different hours and then DJing on a weekend.

Ive already admitted I must have a diary for 2008 or ill miss all sorts of appointments.

lol, wen their asleep and ur used to your own set ways, its easy to forget for a wee while *hide* bad mum lol

When my mum had me (home birth) she forgot. The next morning she got up and went to the corner shop, it wasn't till she got home and saw the midwife at the door that she suddenly remembered! lol

Awww, bless.