We have defintely not been

as much as we did... and when we do, it always seems to hurt me more than pleasure me

although there have been a couple of times when it has been great.
I am also feeling very unattractive and that isn't helping. OH has been great though and says he understands everything, but I do struggle to believe him and worry that he will look at slim attractive women and think "I bet she wouldn't have any issues with

" lol - he says that's my paranoia though.
