Welli i wasnt going to do a journal but i have seen everyone elses so i thought id try one lol.
Well where to start. My name is Heather, im 16 years old and i live in Hull in the Uk. Ill start with me and my OH he is called James and we met when we we're 14, we have had are ups and down but we are going into our 3 rd year of being together which i find exciting. well a few months ago i went to my sisters in milton keynes for easter and my AF hadnt turned up so before i went i did a pregnacy test and i got a
. soo thought nothing of it. but then at my sisters my Af STILL didnt turn up i felt like i was going to come on but i didnt.
So a few days passed and i thought i best do another preg test just to be safe and there i was sat on my big sis toilet looking and this little white stick waiting for the neg sign to come up but of course it never came and i was staring at a
. SHOCKED is not the word i went down stairs to my mum who was in the kitchen in tears and as soon as she saw my face she said "your pregnant arnt you" and i nodded and sobbed ( which i am ashamed of now bcoz so many women would kill for a baby and here i was with this beautiful gift forming inside me and i was crying) but im 16 and i was scared so i guess thats why i cried. i was petrified what people would think of me as well. i mean since i have been preg i have been told i shouldnt be allowed to keep the baby cos i cant look after it, some man has come up to me in the street and called me a disgrace for being a teen mum and then on top of that i have had to win my family round to the idea of me being a mum as well
. so i felt pretty low for the first few weeks of my pregnancy.....
Anyway back to the story. i told james and he was over the moon and he is now living with me. he was so excited and didnt seem upset at all. well since that day i have had my scan and my lil miracle is going strong. Im 14 weeks and 4 days now. And now ive got used to the idea i wouldnt change that
for the world becuase i love this baby with all my heart already.
Well sorry for the long read but that is the start of my journal and ill keep writing in it about the rest of my joruney to mother hood. thanks for reading
and hope all your pregnancys are going great
xx
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