Well,
I have felt really down this weekend, probably due to hormones i know.
But friday had a really bad day cos me and dh was having argument over something stupid.
But anyway i went and had a cigarettte, i cant believe i did it, i was just so stressed out, hav'nt touched any sinced BFP and now feel so upset that i would do that
I am still finding it really hard and promised myself not to touch the god dawn things again.
I feel really GUILTY.