ok ok i`ll calm down now but i was just lookin i have gone up a box and i am nearly in double digets and i`ve only got 17wks left ( even though last time i went at 38wks ) ok and i cant stop thinking about how unorganised i am i have had to finish work early so we don`t have much money and another thing oh my god i`m going to give birth again its going to hurt

i`m a freak when it comes to pain last time i was delirious when i was in labour and this time i just cant get my head round it have any of you ladies got any advice on staying calm till then and keeping my mind off it
