18NPregnant

there is a possibility of 2 daddies. my ex is one of them when we broke up a month ago we have remained very close. it is makin it worse to let go off him, since he is moving on and telling me who knows what will happen that he is just going to hang out with some girl and that he loves me meanwhile telling my best friend he only wants me for a friend. its so confusing and right now i am back living at my dads and he dont want me there and so i am moving to a pregnancy home whenever they get back to me i wish it was tomorrow. i just need some support i feel like i am falling apart its brutal.

and on top of it he has the nerve to tell me that he thinks its fate that they started talking. i just feel so alone and i dunno what to do. i feel like i have failed my baby

broodylocket

aww hun, dont know what to suggest but x

18NPregnant

thank you so much i rele needed that.

18NPregnant

i just hate the feeling that i failed my baby by trying to keep him and trying to hard that he just slipped through my fingers and i dont understand why i let him play these mind games and use me

broodylocket

hormones make u say and do crazy things at times. stay positive for ur little one....he might be different when lo is born? congrats by the way xx

sandrass

I don't think you've failed your baby things are tough for now but you are trying your hardest to work things out for you and your babies future. Things will look up eventually you'll see, and I am sure you will be a wonderful mom!

18NPregnant

rhank you so much and i truely do hope things do change once lo is here.