i am so tired, so scared and so fed up. i just want to bring my baby home safe and sound at full term its only 3 weeks untill im 24 weeks and that was when douglas was born and every little thing is worrying me now.
i know alot of things is very normal but to be honest i really dont have a clue cause even though this is my 4th pregnancy, my first 2 pregnancys were perfect.. no symptoms at all apart from getting bigger. they were both born at full term (i had probs with my labor with my 2nd though) but throughout the pregnancy i was so active, in no pain etc. with douglas i can only remember the scarey things that happened and my god do i miss him and this pregnancy iv had aches and pains everywhere, iv bled on and off since 13 weeks, i seem to have a constant watery disharge (i cant go out for long) my hips and legs are in agony when i walk or if i sit too long.
the thing thats got to me today is that i have no help at all my family all live in england ond dh family i dont think give a shit!
iv got an appointment later to check everything is ok cause iv got an increase in watery disharge and i had a thicker yellow disharge this morning, also my bump is aching im praying its just pee OMG who would have ever prayed for that eh!!
oh god im a wreck today and i cant semm to get a grip.. just want everything to be ok and get to full term
please tell me all these things are normal
sorry about the long rant.

sorry i don't know but i really feel for you. hopefully everything is as it should be and you go on to have a healthy happy baby

Hope everything will be ok for you hun xx

hun cant offer u any advice but didnt want to read n run try not to worry i know thats easier said than done i had my daughter at 27 weeks n u dont really stop worring till u have the baby safely in your arms stay strong hun

hope everythings ok, so sorry to hear your suffering so much hope things get better for you.

Hey hun, I just wanted to firstly give you some and secondly tell you that your concerns are completely normal, pregnancy after loss is SO tough more so when you get to around the same gestation. It sounds as if you might have a UTI or thrush both can increase discharge.

I am here if you want a private chat having had a pregnancy after my little girl was born sleeping at 36+6

Aw sweetheart sending you massive cuddles. I can understand your fear as my little boy was born sleeping in march this year too. And with this pregnancy everything that is " normal" seems to be feeling alot worse to me,iykwim?? Its so difficult being pregnant after a loss. Just wanted to let you know that you are not alone! Thinking of you. Im always here if you need to chat.

PS: Douglas is gorgeous!

I can't give any advice but can only say I know how scary it is for us ladies who are on our 1st pregnancies and constantly worry that what happened to you and other ladies will happen to us so I can't imagine where your head must be most days.
I guess its a case of deep breaths every morning and trying to live as best you can.

i am sure everything is fine x thinking of you x try and keep smiling xxx

I wish i could offer you some advice hun but i can't but i can relate to the worrying because that's all i've done since i got my positive. This is my first baby so i don't know what to expect and i don't know whats 'normal' and what isn't so every little ache and pain plays on my mind. I hope everything is fine hun, thinking of you. x

oh hun i cant imagine how u must be feeling! i cant even imagine how hard it must be to have an angel. all i can say is i really hope everything is ok- it does sound normal to me, but then again this is my 1st pregnancy, really what do i know?! sending you lots of love and