ishtar

I am super emotional these days. The hubby only has to look at me the wrong way or have a slightly different tone to his voice and I just break down and start sobbing like a little girl.

I hate not being able to control my emotions. And it's so silly the things I break down over.

For example, it doesn't faze me at all that my mum is having blood tests and scans to figure out what's wrong with her. But ''we don't own a piece of tape in the flat to close this box?'' and ohmygod the world crumbles!

Anyone else having these 'fun' emotional episodes?

Layla

yes i am, this pregnancy has really taken its toll on my emotrions and self esteem, i feel worthless most of the time and im convinced everyone hates me.

I have been accuseing my hubby of having an affair for weeks, i have sort of come to grips with the fact that he isnt, but its still a daily struggle that i battle with.

I cry at the slightest thing and thats not like me, im the mouthy firey one lol yet for weeks i have been reduced to a weak pathic joke and that gets me down even more.

Im glad its not just me who is like it, its horrible to live with, esp if your a strong person to start out with.

Hope you feel better soon, but you can PM me anytime if you need to chat

x

ishtar

Thanks Layla, like you say, it's good to know I'm not alone. And it completely sucks to be so out of control. I just hope that it's only temporary, and will go away once I give birth. I don't think I'm cut out to be an emotional wreck all the time.

Layla

same here, i dont normaly do emotions lol i dont give sympthy, dont show i care etc, im the 'strong' one that everyone comes to for advice, so its horrible that im suddenly doubting my self worth and that i have no confidence atall.

Im praying it goes after teh birth too, dont want it to turn in to PND

I also feel stupid for talking about it, makes me feel like im a loser or something, make sense?
x

ishtar

Oh yeah, totally makes sense, like it's a weakness to even talk about it!

When I was wiping the snot and tears from my latest break down I totally had this voice in my head saying: ''just talk about things, it'll make you feel better, go get your hubby right now!'' but then this stubborn streak just erupts and thinks that he should KNOW how I'm feeling and should just instinctively come when I need him. Poor guy.

This whole pregnancy hormonal stuff sucks as far as I'm concerned. But I'm thankful for BnB, you ladies rock!

Layla

lol stubborness takes over me too, but not that my hubby should know, its more that i have to pretend im fine, dont want anyone seeing me weak, i think thats what kills me more than anything else, i dont let my gaurd down EVER but lately i have had no choice and i HATE HATE HATE that so much.

x

ishtar

Same here, I can't hide my crying, because lately it's just the ugly cry, you know, sucking in air, snot running, tears overflowing. And out of control crying is just the worst!

Hopefully we'll gain control of our emotions once we give birth.

Layla

yeah hope so!

x

Wobbles

If I'm not super emotional I'm super bitch!



SO flaming moody!

Mango

I've been super emotional the past few months as well. I cry a lot and it doesn't take much for me to break down. I didn't even go to work today because I just couldn't deal with things so well. I'm feeling as if my OH isn't responsible enough or "man enough" to understand how supportive he should be and in what way. Feels like no one understands me anymore and I end up feeling very lonely. What makes it worse is when every little problem I bring up or issue I'd like to address is only attributed to me being hormonal as if no one else has any responsibility in how I feel. Do you ladies get that a lot? Makes me feel like giving up.

Feeling sick most of the time only adds to things. I'm up at 3/4/5 in the mornings with no one to talk to or call.

But it's good to see that I'm not the only one going through this. I feel like people are starting to think I'm crazy and will soon just begin to ignore me.