Between February & March we avoided O day as we were moving & I wanted to move as hassle free as possible. Things didn’t go to plan so we didn’t move as quickly as we thought. AF arrived & we weren’t going to be moving until the middle of April. Can’t say we were trying but we weren’t avoiding either – Just got on with things.
11th April I tested with a cheapie & indeed it was positive actually I was quite surprised how strong it was. AF was 3 days away. It was upsetting in a way as we are moving on the 12th (next day) it was suppose to be a new start so with our history it was feeling quite as yipeee!
12th April – Of course I had to test again & there was no doubt in our heads that it was a strong positive. I got on with moving as I normally would have – rightly or wrongly maybe but I was told to clear off when the heavy stuff was being shifted. Even my OHs Mum shoooo’ed me when we were taking the flat packed dining table & chairs box off the van. I think she struggled with it a bit (is heavy) but wouldn’t let me take it down off the van & in.
13th April – I have tested 8 times today even when my water has been diluted & I still have big fat lines I tested once 3 times ... one i dipped for 5 secs, 10 secs & 15 secs all tests has the same result none fainter than the other I can't help it LOL I keep thinking it's wrong but theres no way in our minds we can doubt or even say "maybe its/it was an evap".
I'm so though.
14th April -
16th April -
17th April - Well I've been - cancelled the registration with the scabby surgury I went to yesterday.
The MW came out an seen me - She was actually there when I spoke to the MW Julie from a different surgery yesterday She came straight out when the receptionist went to see if she was busy even though she had a lady in there. She said Julie has faxed the consultant as she said she would - Hes the gyni (sp) consultant which is good that he already knows of 'me'. I got to see the lady doctor too I just had to wait for half hour & OHs Mum was really nice & was happy to stay around. Just before we went to sit down the MW came out and said she wanted me to go see her next Tuesday at 11.30 as long as everything is ok
Lady doctor was lovelyyyyy it made such a change, she was calm, not rushing me, listened & was generally wanting to be helpful. She rang EPU they are still saying no to a hCG count & no to a scan until 6 weeks although lady doc did try for a 5 week scan. Unless this consultant over rules that when he sees my breif notes I will get a scan on week 6 the MW on Tuesday will see to that.
So now a strong + & sore boobies I just have to hang tight & hope that the unusual (this now) is good sign & this little bean sticks around.
I have to drop a sample in tomorrow - I didn't have to but I want it confirmed on my records for the obvious reasons.
On my way home I couldn't help pick up 2 CBs
18th April -
20th April – Today I thought it was all over. I had some red blood on wipe. Ever since even until today (11th May) I’ve had shows of blood in discharge. Is tuck it out & nothing changed – No heavy bleeding & no sanitary wear needed.
2nd May -
3rd May - My heart was pounding with the blood shows, the cramps etc I was really convinced I had another ectopic pregnancy ... I cried! we had to have an internal - Might have been because I went for a wee twice After 60 seconds she started talking I thought that was it ... couldn't believe it when I heard " i have ... good news ... heres your babies heart beat".
No explanation for the blood they looked around in the scan ... nothing & when I went back to EPU she checked me & everything seemed normal & closed as it should be. She took a swab but stayed away from the neac of my womb & the urine sample I took in is being tested too. She said the coloured discharge didn't seem to be coming from the womb.
They took 2 bloods one was to check to see if I'm animic (sp) & the other is a double check on my thyroids (sp).
So all seemed fine & no reasons ...
Never ever thought we would experience this!
I seem to be uncomfortable - Possibiliy the internal scan & the little internal check from the EPU nurse. Funny really in the scanning room she gave me a bed sheet to cover myself & I told my OH not to be peeking at my bum then when we went up I told him the same & ohhhhh the shame when I was getting my underwear back on an flicked them across the room at the nurses legs I was a bag of nerves to say the least but
8th May - I woke up & the blood show seemed a little more full on. Everytime I think it's calmed down & changed to yellow or pinkish it appears. I was double worried as my boobs were 'fine' they have been killing me for a while by this point before I even moved in the mornings so this worried me. I rang EPU for my infection results etc & eveything was normal. I told her how I felt & she told me to turn up Friday at 11 for an 8 weeks scan.
Anyway last week we were holding on for wayyyy over an hour to the extent I had to go to the toilet in the end before the scan so this week I kept that in mind got there had quick pee & bought a BIG bottle of water ready for the longggg wait! 10 minutes later I was called So they did an internal scan lol
Heartbeat was seen & the blood flow or something?!
I dont think i will do one, im not that creative lol all mine would say is, tuesday...feeling crap, wednesday...feeling crap, thursday...feeling crap lol
All fine - He/she was moving around 'loads' - amazing!! Woman said pic 2 looks like its driving a car lol At first he/she was lying on their back comfy feet up
even when my water has been diluted & I still have big fat lines 
I tested once 3 times ... one i dipped for 5 secs, 10 secs & 15 secs 
all tests has the same result none fainter than the other 
though. 
She came straight out when the receptionist went to see if she was busy even though she had a lady in there. She said Julie has faxed the consultant as she said she would - Hes the gyni (sp) consultant which is good that he already knows of 'me'. I got to see the lady doctor too I just had to wait for half hour & OHs Mum was really nice & was happy to stay around. Just before we went to sit down the MW came out and said she wanted me to go see her next Tuesday at 11.30 as long as everything is ok 
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