superp123

Arg!! I feel like a cow, my middle is so thick it's not even funny. It actually is kinda funny, but I'm so not liking it. LOL I keep trying to suck it in and stop slouching.. well I've managed to sit straight but sucking it in isn't working so well. My ligaments and muscules are so sore, it aint gonna happen. So I've just been wearing my "fat" clothes. Another funny thing happening right now... my bra is under so much stress from the wieght of my breasts that the underwire creaks when I move. (fit of giggles) I can't stand it, this is comedy! Other wows the past few days, I've had super dooper heartburn, and gas coming out of both ends almost non-stop. I'm imbarrassed as hell most of the time, cause it just keeps coming. Topped with headaches on and off. One refreshing thing is the tiredness is easing a little the past three days, or I'm just getting used to being drag-a$$ed. I haven't decided yet. Still don't have loads of energy, but have managed to stay ontop of half the house chores for a few days now. So proud.
All and all I'm feeling reasured that things are okay and I'm thankful for all my little "problems" at the moment.
Hope you all are doing well, lots of hugs!!
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Mervs Mum

cinderella08

My tiredness has eased way up, so you have something to look forward too in the coming weeks!!! So... getting think, huh?? We need a belly pic!

superp123

Yes, thick.. due to bloating yesterday was terrible!! Today not too bad. If it was bump I'd post but now it's water/gas and my little spare tire. LOL that's what makes it so funny.
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Angelmouse

Hiya. Just thought I'd pop in with some and < cleaning fairy

superp123

Well we had a bit of a scare last night. While bathing the youngest nature called and I had to pee. Hubby was helping and boy in tub (we have one bathroom) so I sit down pee and wipe. Only to find bright red blood!! No cramping at all just blood. My DH caught a glimps and eyes nearly flew out of his head. So I gracefully exited the bathroom and started pacing. Ended up calling a friend to sit with the boys while we went in. Such a good friend.
Any how, had 15 million people giving me the "awe hun" look... Which btw, for any nurses out there reading, is not very comforting. Really, some of them need better poker faces! Had a vaginal, things are still closed. Had a scan they said I'm 6 wks not 7.5 and weren't able to detect a hearbeat but weren't too concerned as it's "still pretty early". I couldn't even look at it. The last scan I had didn't go well. So I'm trying very hard at the moment to not get attached. Bloods done and my levels were 5200, with a slightly elevated white count. Sent me home said things don't look too concerning and that "some women just spot". Which again, isn't all that comforting.
Now waiting for my doc to get the records and call me back with the next step.
Trying to convince myself that I'm just one of those women... not that easy to do. Especially when all the calculating I've done and my doc did I should be 7wks or so. Plus the ER last night said they couldn't compare my tests with my previous ones because they couldn't access my doc's files. I'm just horribly conflicted at the moment. I want the doc to call me and say, conclusivly that nothing is wrong.
So for now, still holding my breathe. Spotting cleared last night so that's good, I think. Expecting the worst and hoping for the best.
Sorry for being a bumber on you lovely ladies. Hope all is well and sending lots of
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polo_princess

Hopefully all comes back well hun, it seems like it will so try not to worry!!

cinderella08

I'm sure everything will be fine - hang in there sweetie and keep us updated!

mugzy

Hope everything works out great Sending you some sticky dust

Nic

Oh hun, what a torrid time you're having. It must be so hard with a previous m/c not to panic but my cousin has had three healthy children and as far as I know she bled fairly regularly through all of them. Try and keep on the positive side, it sounds like you have a good doctor at least. Sending you lots and lots of sticky , positive vibes and massive