yaya

Just visiting your journal so that I can keep an eye on you and the little bean. Sounds like everthing is going well!

Sending big

Yaya xxx

Uvlollypop

just saying hello!

polo_princess

Once you hear a doc or a m/w confirm how pregnant you are of give you an EDD it makes it all so much more real ... well as real as it can get until your scan!!

Glad it went well though!!

wishing4ababy

hey - just wanted to pop in and make sure all was going well hun. we miss you over in ttc but am very happy that you are in here!

superp123

Thanks ladies. Nurse called today said all my bloods look good!
GIGANTAC SIGH!!!!
Can't tell you how relieved I was to hear that. Sweeewww. So moving on to my next appt. which is set for June 16th when I'll get my first scan. So stoked about that, and I'm just going to take each day as it comes now while trying to remember to breathe. (with Gods help LOL)
Incredibly tired today, moody- cried a few times, and super bitchy. Plus boobs are bigger still!!! Sadly my sister told me today, that hers didn't stop growing until like month 6!! Holy cow, how big are mine gonna get. I'll just say that DH should be a very happy man. LOL
While signing the boys up for elective summer school today, I asked the youngest, Xavier 3, if he'd like to go to school. His reply as he threw his arms tightly around my neck, "Oh, Auntie thank you so much that makes me so happy." He was so genuine and warm about it, I just burst into tears... he's just getting so big. I expected and hoped secretly that he'd say no. But he's ready for school and to be social with his own age group. It's bitter sweat I must say. They've only been here for 8mths now going on 9... but they've grown so much. I'm proud of them and us, but it's hard to cut the strings a little.
Gosh, I'm such a sap. See what I mean ladies....
Anyway, trying to turn in early tonight so I don't feel so cruddy tomorrow. Lots of hugs.
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BeckyBoo

Glad all is looking well xxx

Capuru

I'm so happy everything is going good

SwissMiss

Heya Hon!
Just popping in, all my posts have disappeared So glad everything is going well for you!!!

superp123

Thanks for the posts. Haven't been on in a while cause I don't feel much like doing anything. In fact today I feel anti-social, cranky and weepy... then sometimes just fine. I'm still exhausted. I wish I had a maid. Where's the cleaning fairy when you need one?
Yesterday, I had a bit of a freak out moment. Went to the ladies room and found brown spotting, not lots, enough to leave a tiny bit on my panties and seem it when I wiped too. Trust me it was plenty enough to send me into a panic. Called the nurse and she said it could be implantation, and as long as there's no cramping or red blood that I should relax and to call if I get scared or have any other questions. Well, it went as quickly as it came, seems to have dried up about 30 min after I found it. Hopefully never to return again. But with my past mc I have to say that I'm having a really hard time finding my optimisim. I really don't like me right now. I wish I could ignore myself. If you know what I mean? It doesn't help that I didn't have very sound sleep last night, I kept waking myself up to pee and check my undies. Then temped this morning to make sure. Temp was still good, so I don't know why I just cant' shake this. I'm hoping two hours of extra sleep tonight does the trick, so I can wake up on the sunny side tomorrow. Blah!!!
So ladies, I'm asking for some good vibes if you've got any to spare. I promise to return them very soon... in fact tomorrow. I'm determined to pull myself up and think positive.
Night girls. Lots of hugs.
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BeckyBoo

I hope you feel happier soon hun xx