Hey girlies! Wow, what a strange feeling, this whole thing is alot to take in. Been taking special care of myself... I really miss my energy. I hope it comes back after first tri, I'm so not used to needing a nap. Today, I slept for two hours on the couch while my youngest slept. I woke up like, "crap what time is it!!" Drool all over my face and pillow.

I had a good chuckle at myself, and was so glad DH wasn't home to witness me as sleeping beauty. Wow. But I feel tons better now, so I must have really needed it. Still on knicker watch, every time I pee. I'm relieved that you all did it too. Makes me feel normal.
Yesterday, I put on my skinny size 8's and I was a bit bloated, had the muffin top effect goin' on. Kinda sucked. Today, they fit fine again. My first experiance with bloating, it was lovely.

Awweee. This morning, had a weeeee bit of nausia. But it was in waves and not that bad. And my super sense of smell is kicking in too. Which, I think I would rather live without. YUCK! I live with 3boys people, and I have 2 dogs. I am probably the cleanest freak you've ever met, but my house when I get home still smells of sweety feet and dog. LOL Never noticed until the past two days. I thought maybe using airfreshiner, but reconsidered as it would then smell like flowers, with sweety feet and dog. Double yuck.
Also am craving RED MEAT!!! Again. I don't know if it's a protien thing or iron, but the smell makes me crazy. Must have red meat. That will take some getting used to too. Not used to eating it, or even liking it.
Called the doc. got my first appointment set up for Monday the 19th of May. Which is awesome, cause I will hopefully be able to relax after I talk to the professionals. I'm excited but nervous too. I just keep praying that things are good, and trying very hard to leave my worries in God's hands. Also talked to the nurse yesterday for a bit of hand holding. I was worried about getting shakey. She said that I shouldn't be too concerned, have some OJ in the morning when I wake, then breakfast and that I should snack about an hour after eating. I took her advise this morning and everything today has gone well. So I think that'll work out okay for now, but I'm not crazy about OJ so I may find something else. Feel better after talking it over with her.
My mother bought me maternity clothes today. LOL I thought it was very sweat and she can't wait to give them to me. She said, "I know you're not showing yet, but they were on clearnace and I got a really good deal on some really cute clothes. So you'll have something to wear in the fall." Isn't that so cute. I'm excited too, in truth I can't wait to wear maternity clothes... but I'm trying not to get too ahead of myself. Just one day at a time. Right?
Anyway, sorry so long. My modem is acting up so I don't know if I'll be back on tomorrow or not. May be a few days till I get a new one going.
Lots of hugs ladies.

P