wow your ex seems like a**!!

Of course you can manage it on your own, and im sure you'll be great at it too!! Im glad your feeling better, give me something to look foward to in the next couple of weeks!!

I completely forgot I had this thing, mainly because i'm rubbish at updating, but decided to dig it out so I can have somewhere to rant. I feel like all I do is moan at the moment about every little thing, but hey! if you can't moan in your own journal, where can you?? Better here than spamming the main boards with my boring pointless rants about my dear ex.

So, I'm now 16 and a half weeks. I suppose time has flown, but its actually really dragging at the moment. I guess that's not helped by all the insane things going on in my life at the moment.

My ex is being a complete arse once again. We had a 9 hour text arguement last night. Well, I call it an argument.. he went off on one and I just replied when I could be arsed.

I'm so ill at the moment. So much so I can barely get out of bed.. I've got an awful cold, a hacking chesty cough that is leaving me in pain and caused me to lose my voice. I can feel pressure in my bump every time I cough, its horrible, and I've had a constant headache since about Monday. That's not including all the other aches and pains going on and regular pregnancy stuff. Its making me miserable but there's nothing I can do other than ride it out. Gav doesn't seem to understand that though.. he wants me to meet him to discuss baby stuff and won't accept I'm ill and claiming I'm playing him.

Sorry but I've asked him to meet with me for 2 months now and its sods bloody law that the minute i start to get over him he's all ready for it. Well f#@k him. I'm ill accept it.

Apparently I'm a bitch-whore. It made me laugh considering the reason we split up -- him not being able to keep it in his trousers.

Got my 16 week midwife appt tomorrow morning to get my bloods and stuff done. Hopefully I'll get to hear LO's heartbeat. Yay!

Not booked my sexing scan yet. I'm so wanting it, but since I've lost my voice and I'm not feeling too well I haven't been able to get round to it. At this rate my NHS scan will be here first. Doh. Must sort it asap.

On a positive note, its less than 3 weeks until my birthday and I'm planning to have fun. My 21st was the worst birthday ever, so I'm planning to make my 22nd even better with all my girlfriends around me. Bring it on.