14th may

I have been to the doctors today as yet again i have thrush !!! Doctor reassured me its quite common during pregnancy !

I have been getting real aches very low down the last couple of days no bleeding just really uncomfortable so i hope im just over reacting and its just normal streatching ect !

Ooo and im off to TFI Fridays tomorrow night for dinner with all my girlfriends looking forward to it as i havnt seen any of them for 3 weeks

I had a fantastic night out with the girls !!

I ate chicken fillets in a jack daniels glaze for starter and then bbq ribs and fries for the main !!

I was going to have a desert as all the rest of the girls were ordering chocolate cake when i had an attack of the sickies !!
So i didnt have cake

But other than that it was wonderful to see them all.

Ok so today i have got up and im so miserable im feeling very sorry for myself !

I had really bad dreams last night and dont know wether that is what is wrong (infact my dreams were so horrible i got up and did a pregnancy test !!).
My oh has gone out and im all alone in the house ! I think im missing my friends that i would have just popped to see but now they are further away and i still dont have a car im feeling a little lonely !

Ok rant over

Awww hun, bad dreams are just a way of your subconcious bringing your fears to the surface. Don't worry.

I hope you feel better now

20th may

So im not as miserable today
I went to see my friends yesterday and it was lovely i got the train (something i dont do very often) so i felt like i had been on a real outing

We had a wonder around the shops and looked at the baby things ( i didnt buy anything !) came home and had a curry for tea. All night i have felt awful my tummy ached and i felt sick , i knew i would but i really wanted a curry but i think ive learnt my lesson

Tomorrow im going to see my 2 old school friends they both have babies one is 8 months and the other is 6 months so i will be picking their brains.

im glad your cheering up hun

I visited ny friends yesterday and their babies it was really nice to be around new moms and to pick their brains !

I came away with a bag of maternity clothes (which i have already washed and have on today !) and a bag of white baby things! They are my first baby things so i was very excited
Im taking them to my sil tonight to store them for me as i dont want anything in the house yet

It must be tough to feel isolated like that but I'm sure you'll make friends with other preggies before long and it's great that you've got friends with young babies. Hey, freebie maternity gear, great stuff!

Are you going to antenatal classes yet? I met a couple of lovely peeps at mine last time.

Well its my scan tomorrow and the nerves are taking hold !!

I carnt wait to see if there really is a bean in there and my oh is more excited than me !!

Good luck.