Heya bexy erm so far
Babies Bag:
• Baby grows x6 – plain white
• Vests x8 - plain white
• Baby blankets x2 – blue + cream
• Travel changing mat – white
• Baby towels x2 – yellow + white
• Bibs x10 – white + blue
• ‘let’s play’ baby suit with hat
• ‘Liverpool kit’ baby suit with bootees, hat, bib + socks
• Wipes – Johnson’s
• Cotton wool balls
• Dummy – ‘Little liver’
• 2 mittens – plain white
• Tub of bum cream
• Nappy bags
• Baby shampoo
• Baby wash
• Johnsons baby powder

and just gotta get nappies now xx

wow thats a lot!

Cant wait to read all about your baby shower! Sounds like it's going to be rather fun!! xx

Haha and i havent even started on mine yet!

Been in a really good mood all day until i went round to me dads, just so you get a little picture of what our relationship is like the man goes round telling people i'm not his kid or that i'm dead to him because i caught him going behind his girlfriends back + i told her, and before people think i was just shit stirin i really wasnt, me + steph are so close, shes like my sister and i didnt want to see her get hurt but instead i was the one who hurt her but she understands and is gratefull for why i told her. she is the mum of my 4 youngest sisters + brother, and i love keeping in contact with them (obviously) they mean the world to me and i cant cope in my own head when i am deprived of being able to see them, steph loves me going round to talk to her + seeing the babies but since everything kicked of with me dad he makes it hell every time i go round there. i literally have to sneak in sometimes i really think i am cracking up again i have already tried killing myself once because of the way he mentally abuses me and i dont want to go through everything with him again. he goes out everytime i come round now but it causes trouble for steph after i've left. i'm becoming really depressed about it + i am having thought about self-harming again but i no for my own safety + bumps that i cant! its so hard !!!


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Calmed down a bit since my last post. just having a really stressfull time with the family and needed to vent a few things what i was thinking etc.

just noticed my belly button has now literally popped out like 2cm out my belly haha looks really wierd !!

Has anyone elses gone out this much ?

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Mornin everyone, ano its a bit early to be postin on this thread but am just rackin my hed because i haven't had any sleep all night no matter what i did i just couldnt sleep at all an now ive got to get ready and go to my anti-natal class + im not in a very good mood to be around other people at the min (me wit no sleep = very angry person).

any advice on how to get some sleep!!!
i seriously tried everything i was crying myself to sleep + everything but it still didnt work!! i had a hot bath at like 12 oclock wit a cup of warm milk to see if that would settle me but it just didnt, then i tried readin some book bu tha jus made me bored haha but im guessing that was the idea of the 'read before bed' idea like.

any advice would be grateful thanks. xxx

Aww hunni, it's awful to hear what your going through, the advice i can give you is to concentrate on yourself and the baby, think about when you give birth and holding your baby in your arms and knowing you made him, and your his mummy. No-one can take that away from you.

Your amazing at how well you cope with things at such a young age. I remember being 16, a trouble maker, getting kicked out of school all the time and just being really immature, so you do have a very smart head on young shoulders.

As for the sleeping i have no idea, sorry, when im as far along as you i'll make sure i ask you the same question!!

I dont feel very mature for thinking about doing these things to myself though, but i have hopefully done the right thing and i phoned my midwife and told her what was happening and she is reffering me to some one for some exta support whilst im pregnant because i declined the offer of going back on anti-depressants while my baby is inside me i dont no want to even risk doing anything to harm him.

i will have to try and have a sleep in the day becauseim so exhausted its driving me nuts, i feel ill im that tired! av got the doctors 2morrow so will ask her for some advice etc.

thank you for talkin to me about this, its hard dealing with it on my own because i no i cant get stressed out while im pregnant.