32 weeks!!!

8 weeks and counting down!! Gettin really impatient an excited about bump makin an arrival (even though to everyone else it seems ages away)!

i *pooped* meself last night though seriously thought my waters had broke haha, turns out just to be me leakin water again, hmm really got to find out why this is happenin but oh wel

ouchy - water infection seems to be gettin worse rather than better but i suppose thats what they say, you get worse before you get better! (or in my case it wont go away or summit ha!)

bumps doin good 2day hasnt stopped kickin me (which so kills my side after like the thousandth time he done it)

really good mood today oohh ohhh by the way i made cookies + cakes at my young mums group (there the nicest things ever mmmm) were doin weanin from 3months+ - toddlers then party food ha! can't wait for that one haha

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32 weeks + 1 day.

feelin really low today, just really tired + this water infection doesn't seem to be going anywere any time soon an i will have to go the doctors for more tablets as mine have ran out.

bump is kickin away like mad today but is slowin down so much the past few days, dont know wether thats a good thing or not but i've got a midwife appointment next thursday so will ask all my questions then.

put my wardrobe up with my sister today as i couldnt bear to wait any longer for other people to do it, an i really had a good day spendin time with jess for once we didnt argue all day!

mums birthday tomorrow, Happy birthday mummy

First exam tomorrow !! 9 am, cant wait til there over!

xx

Good luck with the exam xx

Goood Luck ( i had one yesterday booooo!! ) bet you do fab, be such a relief to have it out the way!!

32 weeks + 2 days.

Really tired today, early mornin because of exam (9 in the mornin - who makes up these times perlease!) other than that doin good, awww me mums made up with her little prezzies of me an jayden should of seen her face when she opened a nanny card though, was a picture haha!

think i done ok on my exam, we will see when i get me results ha! bump didnt stop doin toss overs the whole way through the exam was drivin me nuts haha.

xx

glad the exam went ok hun!!

glad your exam went ok x

Thanks girls xx

In a really emotional mood!

why can't i stop thinkin about him?
I seriously don't want to be thinkin of Adam (bumps dad) 24/7 but i miss him so much!!! Its times when am just sittin there an am like i wish i was still with Adam, the way we used to just cuddle watchin dvds or mess around fightin an end up jus gigglin together for ages cos we ended up doin sutton we shouldn't have been lol

Why do i have to fuck things up all the time, i wish i could have Adam here with me now, Me + Adam + Bump, our own little family but i guess things never work out the way you want them too.

Deep down i hate him bein with Sophie, because its only now (after 6/7 months of denyin it) that i admit i'm jelous! I love Adam, people say 'your only 16 you don't know what love is' .. but believe me I KNOW i love Adam, an i know he is goin to be a great daddy once he sees his little boy, he will grow up an see he is needed by his baby (*FINGERS CROSSED*) and i want to tell him every single thing i feel for him but i can't because it will complicate things between him + his baby an i don't want that at all.

Guess i will just have to get on with the fact i can't have my own way in this situation an get used to the fact he's with Sophie now an not me!

sorry about the rant girls, needed to get this out to somebody xxx

Sorry you're not feeling so well Things like this happen all the time and you just have to figure out what's best. I do hope the situation gets better for you, sometimes you just have to wait and see where the road leads you and not stress about it, you never know what can happen down the road.