Youve just got to suck it in and get on with things hunni, it might sounds a bit hard but dont rely on this guy to suddenly change because from the sounds of it he wont.
What is it with the guys that are no good? Theyre like the men on the lynx advert where all the women are drawn in to them
You just concentrate on keeping things cool and calm ready for when Jayden arrives hun
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The following user says 'Thanks' to polo_princess for this post:
Wow, just read your post and just wanted to say how much it touched me. You speak so honestly about your feelings and I think you come across as coping in quite a mature way with everything you've had to deal with. You clearly want what's best for your little Jayden and I'm sure you'll be a fantastic Mum. Thanks for sharing with us hun, and I'm wishing you all the best and every happiness for your future with your little boy. keep smiling babe. xxx
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well as you all know, i am with my OH, Shea an am feeling really really close to him an he said he wont rush me into anything. but the thing is, is i want to, its wierd because i keep having dirty dreams about me an him an i can talk to him about things (wont go into detail haha) but when it comes to the actually doing things i cant bring myself to do it!
i cant understand why my mind is playing tricks with me ha! i really want to start having with him because of the way my dreams are making me feel towards him but urgh! getting sexy while feeling about 20 stone, well doesn't exactly happen haha xxx
feeling really exhausted the past few days because i cant sleep at all and when i finally get asleep Jayden wakes up and decides, 'oooh wouldnt it be fun to do toss overs in mummys belly' haha.
stupid washer broke last week and have been waiting for them to come out to fix it and i really want to go to sleep but i cant until theyve been to fix it! damn people hurry up! ahh haha.
Had a serious talk with me mum last night about situations with Adam an she explained about her texting Adams mum saying she thinks its best if we all keep our distance because of how much its stressing me out. i understand were shes coming from but i still emailed Adam to tell him he can see the baby as long as I'm there until he proves he can change + i can trust him again. which in my eyes seems to be very fair because of how many chances i have given him an hes recked it for himself. but hes Jayden's daddy so im not being the baddy by taking my babys chance to know his dad away from him.
sorted out all my baby stuff yesterday to see what i still needed, the only things i really need now is nappies + to finish paying pram + cot mattress off.
BABY SHOWER = ] - 3rd May, cant wait the first time me + my mates have all been in the same place at the same time since i've been pregnant because i haven't been going out much the past few months so that should be fun haha.
Appointments for this week.
midwife - tuesday
young mums group - wednesday
midwife - thursday
with him because of the way my dreams are making me feel towards him but urgh! getting sexy while feeling about 20 stone, well doesn't exactly happen haha xxx
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