considering it... if we get a place of our own in time i will.
couldn't see my dad coping to well in a house full of women!!!

haha mine was all girls i even had to tell me grandad he couldnt come, i felt ded mean haha

feelin pretty run down today, think its because ive had hardly any sleep. my back is really sore, been in bed all day because everytime i walk i am in pain, (just another joy of pregnancy yeh?)

it really hit me today about the fact im going to be a mum in less than 10 weeks! i was sortin me room out, well what used to be my room, it is now startin to look like a baby shop haha.
its mad i keep holdin my belly an talkin to it (an at the start of the pregnancy said i would never do it). i keep findin myself doin silly little things like holdin his scan or just lookin through his clothes, i cant wait til hes actually here cos at the min it still feels like a long dream thats not endin.

its me mums birthday on the 16th (day of my first GCSE exam haha) got her tickets for her + her mate to go an see some 70's music show in june + perfume (which i wanted haha)

my brother is joinin the army on the 17th May :'( (on his 20th birthday) i really dont want him too, but theres nothing i can do to stop him!

xxx

Ok so really concidering the thought of different name for bump. at first i was all for Jayden Robert but now i dont no, just having a change of heart.

any ideas girls pleasee xx

I still like jayden robert, i think you have a lovely name there.
I have no name idea's what so ever, before i became pregnant i would have name after name i liked now i know the name i choose will be grapes name, i just cant choose any!

I like the name you already have. I'm with you on the feeling run down thing too

I like Jayden hun, if you dont already have any other names you immediatley like stick with jayden!!

Hope your feeling a bit better today

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Feelin a little better today thanks girls. ive made a promise to myself that i cannot think to much about the things that get me down + think more about the good things ive got goin on! i know i am missin Adam an bein wit im bu i also no tha he has given me the most precious thing in the world wether hes here to share it or not. an my dad well i cant really turn that into anything good so i will just try an ignoe that until at least after ive had bump.

Got a really bad headache today (think its because of crying though i duno), back still no better but i wil have to get used to it for the next ten weeks haha xxx

bumps doin good today too, movin around a lot (think he had hiccups this mornin its jus felt different when he was jigglin about haha) i spend ages just lyin down strin at him movin its mad haha xx