Thanks to both of you! And Vickilouise: I read in that book that if you're stressed while pregnant it's sometimes the cause for colicky babies, blimey if that's true I'm going to have an uneasy baby aswell. Not sure if all that information is 100% accurate, though it does make sense to be!
Well well well, I've had a change of heart. Since my cousin, Larissa is pregnant aswell, we're going to go to an all adolescent pregnant/parent school together, just until I finish grade 9 though, THEN I can take distant schooling through another district. Since I'm only in grade 9 that's what makes everything so damn difficult - nobody has any options for schooling for grade 9ers!

OH! I also read something VERY interesting in that book. I read that the baby may be able to signify if s/he is wanted, and that can possibly lead to future problems. Well that makes sense, all my years drinking myself sober, sniffing cocaine and swallowing ecstasy like it's candy is proof! Everytime I got piss ass drunk I would find myself crying to my mother, asking her to want me and to take me back with her.
Maybe that's because she didn't particularly 'want' me at the time she was pregnant? She was only 17, had nowhere to live, and had no money, so it would make sense.

Don't get me wrong. I understand that a mother loves her child more than anything in the world but I'm also intelligent enough to know that some part of her sometimes - wishes she had WAITED. There, I made the term 'not-wanted' sound better. I love my mother to death, and I finally understand why she gave me up and refused to take me back; because I had a better life with my grandmother, a better life that she ever could have asked for me to have - same with my father, although he's a little bit messed up himself still.
Well, that's all for now, I'm at work and may get into trouble.
Cya.

christ almighty... ill stock up on the anti colic stuff now...

your schooling will sort itself out in the end hun, you seem like you've got your head screwed on so if you stick to your guns you'll be fine.
x

hey! that book sounds interesting. although im not sure about the colic thing, i thought colic was because babys swallowed to much air when feeding that gets trapped in there little tummys? but i could be wrong:-)
i believe a baby knows if its wanted too.

take care

I'm going out later and getting that book! I have a few days before class starts so I'm going to try to catch up. Sounds super interesting. Something I would be 100% into as well, and probably Adam too. Maybe it'll spark some interest in his head haha

No doubt! It's filled with information that you wouldn't even be able to imagine.

Well, today I played a little music for my son Joseph and I'm convinced he loves Mozart and Neil Diamond, although I did get a couple of kicks with Diamond so maybe he wanted me to shut it off?
I slept from 2:30 - 7:00 today, and slept about 9 hrs last night, and going to bed now at 11:00. What is with these sleeping hours, I didn't even get to clean my room I was so damn tired!
Getting hair extensions this weekend, yess! I can't wait!
Will update you all tomorrow, I have to go to bed otherwise I won't get up for work in the morning, goodnight.

Mozart and Neil Diamond well it could be worse :-P

Hm well lets see, where to start.. A friend of mine from work is taking me to a cloth-diaper program tomorrow, teaching you how to use them etc. I much rather use cloth diapers than regular pampers, they are so bad for the environment and lets face it - I'll be saving TONS of money! I got my hair extensions a couple of days ago, and Tanya (my fathers ex-girlfriend) is going to be threading them into my hair today around 4:30. I can't wait!
Well I'm feeling less pokes and jabs in the day it seems. I just feel my son squirming about like a madman, especially in the morning - blimey he's a morning person! The snail trail on my belly has grown back, and my god is it ever getting longer and thicker and BLACKER by the day! I never should have shaved it off, although it is rather embarrassing when you go to the doctors office to get examined and you have the belly of a warewolf.
Also, I've been REALLY hormonal lately. I take everything WAY too personally and even the tiniest comment can make me cry. My nails are growing VERY fast now too, I have to go get the acrylic on my nails re-done too often.
Time really does seem to be flying by now. I'm already almost 29 weeks gone! Where is the time!? I want to be pregnant forever lol, it's so lovely to know you have a little person growing and changing day by day in your belly. Hell, if I could, I would keep my son in me until he's about 9 or 10.

But I'm off to work now. Adios!

A friend of mine tried to do the cloth diaper thing and it never really took for them. They ended up selling them in the end. I hope it goes great for you as they are a good way to save some money. Ughh I have the black hairs on my belly too...its very embarrassing. I really think when Im further along and go to get my maternity photos done I will likely get it waxed or wax it myself. Nothing worse than seeing hair all over your belly in beautiful pregnancy pics, until then I will likely just put up with it. After you get your extensions in you will have to take a pic!! 29 wks thats awesome!! Soon enough you will be holding your little boy! How precious <3

i thought that was really nice to read

school is hard enough and stressful enough as it is without being pregnant, but try ur hardest not to let it get u down. ur a very mature girl and i have every faith that u will get to where u want to be
xx