God hun from looking @ your food diary you barely seem to be eating a thing!!

Im sicky but am forcing myself to still eat normally, im just eating smaller meals about 5 times a day instead of 3 and it seems to be keeping it at bay.

thats what i eat whilst at work sometimes i forget to put what i eat later which is normally more. I do eat little n often cant think about food tho makes me feel really sick so im sticking to plain stuff for the moment

cant have a big dinner yet. but its gettign more manageable

how are u?

x

Ahhh i was getting worried that you were wasting away

Im ok hun, got my first midwife appt 2moro so looking foward to it!!

pregnancy day 52 (wk 7 n 2 day) made another wk

Fatigue.
Neusea is coming and going worse at night. really bad today
cant stand the sight or smell of ANYTHING...
have alot of creamy yellow cm
bad spots on chin n neck

finding it hard to eat due to sickness


Ment to eat or drink= (sorry if dis is boring just for my own peice of mind eating right)
Meat,fish,eggs (2-3 servings a day)= sausage in batter.

Milk, yoghurt,cheese gp (2-3servings)=

Bread, cereal,rice,pasta (3-4 servings)= beans n chips loadssssss of crackers

Veg n fruit bean gp(6-10 servings) = pear, grapes

fats,oils,sweets not so often= .

water=1 juice orang =1pint peppermint tea x 2

hiya just reading up on your journal. mmm i like peppermint tea too

pregnancy day 54 (wk 7 n 4 day)

Totally no what you mean about the dinner thing i feel so bad just cant bring myself to cook i still do all the cleaning and washing just cant be around food at the mo im ok eating it tho....

My oh does not make dinner tho infact he hasnt been around for 3wks now his out all the time and sometimes i dont mind cause i feel bad that i cant do anything or be intimate but other times i feel alone..

past few days have been the hardest hormones all over the place want to kill someone n keep crying feel down n fed up with feeling sick

this is hard

x

ps got all my blood tests done everything is good and as it should be

pregnancy day 55 (wk 7 n 5 day)


Ive got the bloating thing going on but more water retention.

well been feeling sooooo sick had to go drs and his given me anti sickness tablets which i hope work as im traveling 4hrs to blackpool this wkd...

just feel tird more than anything...

oh aint been around he said that its cause im grumpy and he doesnt want to argue with me so he goes out but im not moody all the time....

x x x

Hey hun hope you had a good time in blackpool!!

how did your weekend break go?

COLOR="Navy"]hey ladies,

it saddens me to say that my oh just hasnt been there. His been out almost every night in 5wks he comes homes gets changed goes gym, then out till 10-11pm he has loads of pals and family and has always been busy but not like this.

its like he doesnt wnat to be around me, he hasnt taken on any of the house hold chores or cooked a meal since i found out a few wks ago i was pregnant..
he said his out cause im grumpy n he dont want to argue but im not bad all the time its my hormones n him being out dont help im not the funnist person to be round at the mo with neusea,fatigue etc but im not the worse.
i dont want him bout al the time id kill him but atleast 1 days tats ours...

it would also be nice if he would ask if i need anything like a back rub, pepermint t, food etc but he dont his sooooo selfish...

i love him very much and weve been ttc forever n now i feel that he doesnt want to be with me n if it wasnt for the baby he'd be gone..

ive tried talking to him n texting,emailing etc he doesnt listen ...

any ideas of hw to talk to him i feel that if he carries on that will be it for us

x[/color] so blackpool sucked....oh didnt talk to me the whole way there and back he said its cause he dont like traveling, then he pretty much ignored me then i had to listen to my step daughter go on about how bad i am n how geeat her mum is n that i should step aside so they can get back 2getha....n everytime i went near oh shed come between us he couldnt see it she does no wrong in his eyes.....

ive been putting up with this for over 4yrs n the thing that hurts is im such a good step mum its the one thing i do really well

x x x