9 weeks & 5 days
GOD what a horrible night!! I felt a bit off all afternoon and when i got in a barely ate my dinner, and was asleep by 8PM!! Carl woke me to go to bed at 11 and i was restless all night, i dont know if i didnt feel well because everytime i woke i was rubbing my belly. When i finally settled i had the same dream for a second time in a week .... i walked to france, it didnt take long in my dream about 2 hours

there was a twist last night, i was in a hotel room with carl and this girl walked in, in a dressing gown and i went mad ... i chased her down the hall and cut all her hair off and then stabbed her with the scissors

then i went back and sobbed and sobbed and all i can remember saying is "im pregnant with your child how could you do this to me"
Obviously it woke me and i went and laid on the sofa sobbing my little heart out .. must of nodded off because carl woke me at 7.30 and asked why i slept on the sofa. I didnt want him to think i was mad so i said i didnt feel well. It wasnt a lie, i feel really odd today, not like my normal crappy feeling.
So i am at home this morning, will go to work at lunchtime, i feel bad for not going in as i had 2 and a half days of last week, but its such a nightmare when you feel ill and you have to deal with screaming customers
Ladies i think im going mad
