HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME........Yesterday I turnt another year older I am now a very grown up as people say 19years old. The day went by so quickly I couldn't believe it but I will be celebrating further with my OH this weekend and with friends next week.
I'm 10+2 today and I am very anxious as my 12week stage is just under 2 weeks away! My hormones have been playing around with me and every so often I have a moment of just wanting to cry. This happened on my birthday yesterday which I hoped it wouldn't but it's out of my control. I just held it in and tried to breathe for a minute or two. I'm in need of constant reassurance and I'm finding it quite hard to be patient now. I know I've done it for this long so far but my anxiousties have come back again. I feel like I need some kind of therapy to keep me thinking positive as my last experience has really had an impact on me. I haven't told many people about this pregnancy and I'm just at a bursting stage now. I want my 12week scan and see my babies heart beating so I can just let it out. I have a hospital appointment on 20th May and I can't wait.
It's 10 DAYS UNTIL MY HOSPITAL APPOINTMENT! and I'm counting down!!!
Ok today I have a midwife appointment. I only made it yesterday as I feel like theres more that should have been done for me by now so I no longer think I'll be seeing my doc anymore. I still haven't got a date for my 12 week scan and I feel like theres some things that need sorting so I thought I would take control and make a m/w appointment. I'm looking forward to it but I find just before my appointments I get really nervous incase I get bad news(imagination runs away with me). I will update later when I get back how it went.......... Oh and I am 10+5 today!!!!!!!
Oh My Gosh! I had my first m/w appointment and it was the most amazing experience ever! She did the usual check ups blood pressure and urine. I told her about my belly and she decided to have a look. Not expecting to feel much she had a feel and felt a good bit of baby. She believes I'm further along maybe within the 12-14 week stage but at least 12. This made her want to try and see if she could pick up the heartbeat and after a few attempts(by this time I had to hear it) she found it. MY BABIES HEARTBEAT!!! She said it was a very strong heartbeat and that it's unlikely I am in my 10th week. I am on !!! I can't stop smiling. I wish my OH was there but I really thought nothing major would happen so told him not to come. From this point onwards we vowed he will never miss another appointment. IT IS 7 DAYS UNTIL MY HOSPITAL APPOINTMENT!!!!! YIPPPPPEY!!!
Yesterday I turnt another year older I am now a very grown up as people say 19years old. The day went by so quickly I couldn't believe it but I will be celebrating further with my OH this weekend and with friends next week. 
I'm one happy lady!!!
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