That water birth made me cry!! She was very controlled!!! God I hope I'm that calm!!!
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she was 18 at the time didnt she do so well!! i watched another one with a women who gave birth at home in the bath and she made on noise that was it and it was the biggest newborn i have ever seen! wonder women!
today my tiredness has been taken to a whole new level im sitting here fighting to keep my eyes open crazy!
the early scan is getting closer by the second and id be fibbing if i said i wasnt worried.
i think i have a touch of a water infection!
my boobies are gettin larger quick! i dont remember this happening so fast last time, im gunna have to go bra shopping very soon!
when i was having skye i kicked a midwife in the head and decided that i was going to die when the head crowned!!!
one more sleep untill my early scan, one more sleep untill i know if my pregnancy is viable. its a big day the scan in at 9am and with parking and not being sure of where the EPAU is (last time i went there i was in alot of pain in a wheel chair) we are going to have to leave mega early!
im worried about so many parts of tomorrow, im gunna be late, or theres not going to be anything there and its all in my head, its going to be an empty sac measuring 2 weeks or something.
im fully expecting there not to be a heartbeat, i suppose its my way of getting my self ready for the worst case.... although its not worst case just yet cause sometimes a heart beat isnt seen untill 7 weeks.
My God! Just watched that water birth - held my breath all the way through - then creid my eyes out at the end it was so beutiful! Have to go to work now though, so need to pull my self together!
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yeah it is def a defense mech cause when i had my last m/c we found out at the scan and the first thing i said was oh its not like this hasnt happened before i knew it blah before breaking down in a complete reck!
the girl in the you tube vid is a total trouper, she did bloody well hats off the her completly
interesting- i thought id use my last HPT and OPK being the poas addict that i am, HPT test line was so dark it was the same as the control line, and the OPK test line is the same as the control like on the HPT the control line its quite faint.it looks like the tests upside down
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