Uvlollypop

he was never aloud out at the old place....its odd cause he never went out of the garden then yesterday he was gone- why i think someones taken him

akamummy

that you can have your home birth! Im happy for you!

On the other hand... Im sorry you havent found Mayhem yet! Good idea about checking with RSPCA etc...or even local vets? I was very pathetic and I put up posters on the corner stores and went door to door asking neighbours! WIth a photo of course!

hang in there sweet pea...try (I know you dont feel like it...) to think positive.

We know how horrible you must be feeling, us being fellow cat lovers...so feel free to cry on our sholders!

Uvlollypop

i have already been knocking on peoples doors, ended up crying on some old ladys door step! im dreading having to tell amy bear that hes gone!

im entering my 19th week of pregnancy, nearly half way! when i started this journal i could NEVER imaging getting this far, not in a million years. im still half convinced im not going to have this baby! i cant help it please dont tell me not to worry cause no bodys words can possibly add comfort to such strong parranioa.
im really pleased about being aloud my home birth, its given me something to focus on(trying to keep my mind off the 20week scan) i have found www.homebirth.org really helpfull. i think everyone planning a hosp birth out of fear should read through this site and get a really good informed idea about home birth. its not a bias site it shows clear pros and cons.

we have been talking about having amy at the birth as she is here for 4 days over the time its due so if i pop on time shell be here. we are going to talk to her nearer the time and explain that if shes here she might get woken up and not to be scared its a beautiful thing. we figured if we give her a clear idea of what may/may not happen she can decided for her self :-)
i can feel the baby moving more and more now cant wait to feel ot on the outside, and neither can james

x

polo_princess

Still no sign of him? He'll be home, he's prob lost and some little old ladys looking after him for a couple of days!!

As for the baby,I know its mega mega hard given the circumstances for you not to worry about it hun, of course your going to worry a bit, i think i would worry about you if you wernt worrying ... that sounded completely random but you know what i mean

But halfway there is a real achievement hun, you should be proud

Uvlollypop

mayhems not back, misseys not eating and looks so sad shes like a diff cat. we have been offered a black male 8 week old kitten. have been told it will kick in her mothering instincts and perk her up. i dont want to replace mayhem but what am i ment to do... watch her in effect die from a broken heart...

its so hard

akamummy

hun! Im soooo sorry! I can def understand how you are feeling. As for Amy, what does her mother think? Will she stress out about it? Hope not...how old is she now? (amy I mean! )
Anyway sweet pea, you take care and give missey a huge cuddle from her Aussie aunty marina...
You have ever right to be concerned! He is your baby!!!!! Mayhem please come home...your mummy and sister are missing you!

Uvlollypop

i dont care what her mum thinks its down to amy we are going to explain it all fully and let her chose. we will tell her there will be noise and blood but that its nothing to be scared of its a beautiful thing and leave it up to her. we rnt going to go to crazy about it cause she might not even wake up! or the baby might come early/late when shes not here.

kittys still not home. the rescue center want £65 for kitty. i also have to have home check and go there to meet him all this with my holiday in between. its alot to happen at once.
i wonder if she will think badly of me for asking if she can keep him untill after the holiday....just because missey is going to be on her own (someones coming to feed +water her of course) for two days then my friend is going to stay here with her. its not a good place for a small kitten thats shy...not a good start.

my tummy is very very itchy! im also getting bleeding gums (yumm) and the 'mask of pregnancy' i have thick dark freckles in a mask shape accross my nose checks and forhead! i just even it up on the bottom with some bronser and it looks like ive been out in the sun for the first time in my life!

my step mum is bringing her dog over today to see if that cats get on with her (sorry cat) so we can save her £300 odd in kennel fees/jabs when she goes away in the middle of aug.

xx

NeyNey

honey

Lazy Leo

Just popping by to say hello as I haven't been here in ages. Sorry about Mayhem, I hope he does turn up though. Almost half way, I can hardly believe it and that's briliant that you can have your home birth.

polo_princess

Awww no i still cant believe he hasnt turned up!!

Sod Amy's mum the birth is nothing to do with her, you know what she's say if you mentioned it anway!!