my head is perfectally mashed right now, thanks for the good terminology!
i got my letter for my scan through this morning, its my 12 week scan which means my early scan letter is still in the post or they havent booked me in i figure i should leave it untill monday/tues then call and kick off till they see me lol.
im feeling less sick, im not sure if thats a good or a bad thing, i think id rather feel sick as a dog then at least i know that the pregnancy is viable.
im nervously waiting for this scan, i dont know how people can get so excited about them, i guess the expierance has been somewhat jaded for me as i now assositate scans with bad things happening.
im really really down, my other half isnt doin anything wrong but i want to snap his head off. i really sad looking for a new home for my cats and rat
i just want to cry i feel so out of control of my emotions im not sure how much of this is hormones/depression its a clear mix of both but in what quantity's i just dont know.
Hey hun, I'm soz your feeling down. I know what you mean about how do people get excited by scans because I feel like you I'm excited to go but I know once I get there the fear will set in. Like you posted in my journal where the same pregnant! so we can help each other out, you know give each other a push and a cheer up here and there. What do you think? x
im sooooooo tired, im starting to feel like a right lazy cow im up and about for about 2 hours then i got to sleep!
i got my earlier scan today booked for tuesday at 9am, it dawned on me that this will properly be an internal one:S ive never had one before so thatll be fun.
i have been researching early scans and am full prepped for there not to be a heartbeat just yet although ill be 6+4 by then so hopefully there will be.
i have a funny feeling in my belly that says this isnt going to be a good scan but i guess thats just natural!
im feeling a bit more happier than yesterday.
can someone please tell me how to talk to my other half about all these worrys??? he is the most understanding man in the world but everytime he asks me stuff i tell him to go away or shut up and i find all this horrid stuff coming out of my mouth non of which i mean then he shouts at which is totall justified then i cry then we both feel bad its not good!
molly you're bound to be anxious about your scan. but try to think positively, i know its easier said than done!
when i had my 12 week scan the other week me and oh had rowed all morning about everything and nothing even to the point we were barely speaking in the waiting room and all he'd done was say he was sure everything was fine and didn't want me to worry etc then as soon as we saw the screen and knew everything was ok it was all forgotten... its like tension and nervous energy where you just vent it on someone - the someone always tends to be the person who you're closest to in my case.
i'm sure everything will be fine my fingers are crossed for you.
with regard to the internal scan and the heartbeat - i had internal scan at what I thought was 7 weeks was only actually 5+2 was told they could only see the sac then had another one at 7+2 and all was ok so you're probably right inbetween, they told me that you definitely wouldn't expect to see anything before 6 weeks so dont worry if they don't see the heartbeat hey will probably as you back after a week or so.
sorry for the long post i just wanted to share my related experience
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