hey hun, just catching up on what's been happening with you. You've still got the noisy neighbours - nightmare. The girl's are right, look into what you are entitled to. I know there's stigma attached to certain benefits etc, but you are not looking for more than you are legally entitled to and it's right that you and others like you with genuine difficulties don't miss out when the drug addicts and lowlife's of this world get it handed on the proverbial plate (ps, I know some drug addicts are genuinely ill as well, hence why drug addicts and low-life's are split out!)
You say you are getting some kind of treatment now - I take it that's to help you overcome your grief? I hope it helps hun. I've a friend who had serious mental health issues after childhood abuse and the state of mental health care in this country drives me mad. Even the label 'mental health' conjures up images of phsycopaths and its not lol, its just some people need help coming to terms with what's been thrown at them.
God, I'm sorry I've had a rant in your journal and that wasn't my intention. I really hope you are doing well, that the sickness is a fantastic sign and means that everything is going great for you and your bean. I hope you and James are speaking again - it's no fun arguing xx
ive stopped feelin sick over the last few days.... i feel fine this morning, im going to call my doctor and get a referral to the epau for a scan cause the sudden non sickness is bothering me.
hi nic i agree mental health has a horrid stigma attached to it, im not a sociopath or anything like that if anything im a depressive who has panic atttacks so not that scary really. i prefer the quieter life id rather sample the fine weather we are having today from my bedroom window. im aware its a waste but right now its the only time i feel safe so im sticking with it.
me and james are ok now.
yesterday i got in such a state i just sat and cried cause i didnt know what else to do i felt so fed up and worried about not feeling as sick...today it seems like i dont feel ill at all its rubbish.
we took amy back today, she cried. we havnt seen her mum for ages (its always her boyfriend) and she looks very pregnant! ha nothing has been said as of yet thought.
we went for dinner around my step mummys. i couldnt eat i was full after about 3 folk fulls.
i still feel ok, im really down though.
im too tired to have convos with people but im too awake to sleep if that makes sence.
bright red+pink not alot but enough to panic me, no pains though it seemed to stop late last night and there hasnt been anything since...i feel nauseas (slightly) trying to get through to doctors figured theres no point in going to a+e
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How did it go did you end up filling the bad hun lol?
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