Sorry you're having a rough time poppet. Hopefully things will work for you and OH even if that means you not being together.
x

thanks hun.
Im not bothered about my own feelings... I love him more than anything, but itd be selfish to stay with him and be arguing all the time in front of our daughter, too much has happened to be able to put it behind us kind of like when you tidied your room as a kid and threw everything in your wardrobe then everything falls out at once... kind of my relationship at the mo. hes calling me heartless and hurling abuse cause I'm the one ending it but hopefully given time he should cool off and see my point of view and that its for the best. fed up with going around in circles... the same argument being recycled again and again i dont need it.
I know he'd still be a good dad even if we're not together.

Thought i'd pop by an send lotsa haha xxxx

tar hun

wasted a full day i was meant to be doing my biology asignment but its a bit hard to concentrate when my head is up my arse!!!

Don't worry things will turn out fine!

GET THAT BLOODY ASSIGNMENT DONE TOMORROW hahaha (messin)

xx

cant sorry MUM ive got my scan then a meeting at work... probably forgot how to get there nowdays havent been for so long. then nightschool

hahaha (gettin used to this whole do your work thing hahaha )

i think about that like in years to come when she gets up to mischief in school like i did and ive got to stand there and tell her off when in my head ill be thinkin... goway you soft bugger getting caught tut tut. and dying to laugh.

but no ive got to be mature

hahaha i know yeh, mine will probs be a lil twat an tell me to shurrup n behave meself or summit haha