im all excited, i was at my OHs last night lying down in bed and i think i felt lil pea move, could of been trapped wind but could be baby haha
got my downs and ntd screening tommorow (should be a riot... they cant get blood out of me lol)
god damn the doctors receptionist.... i still havent been able to get an appointment with my GP.
goin tommorow to see the midwife anyway. really think i need to see GP though, my hips hurt sooo much from sitting to standing vice versa, lying down getting out of bed rolling over sitting up. the only time it doesnt hurt is when im walking but then when i do sit down it hurts even more arrrrghhhhhhhh
my dad reckons its sciatica but thats caused by a slipped disc so its not that, its defo my hips lol. just a bit worried as ive had it a few weeks now and its gettin worse rather than better.
the joys of pregnancy eh!!!!!!!!
*Whew*GLAD your little one is still cookin' and cookin' well I was reading your entries and you kind of scared me there.
Everything is going to be OK though!
Thought Id best update this properly as ive been looking at other peoples and they're putting me to shame
*** 22 WEEKS ***
Well where to start...
I know, ITS A GIRL!!! I went for my anomaly scan @ 20 weeks and they couldn't measure/asses half the baby's limbs organs because of the way the madam was lying, also they couldnt tell me the sex. so they booked me back in for the 6th of May to be rescanned.
Me being the most impatient person in the world decided to book a private sexing scan for that thursday, they said if they couldn't see they'd rescan me until the could tell me. so i booked it lol £60 but my dad gave me the money for it. after the scan we was so excited we went to next in town and bought PINK!!!
Also NO MORE BLEEDS!!! sooo happy i haven't had to have that experience again, worst thing in the world not knowing how things are inside your own body.
Ive ordered the cot, bed (crazy i know to get a junior bed so early but it matches the range i like and im worried they mightnt do it when LO is old enough for it), chest of drawers and wardrobe.
now for the bad stuff!!!
I think I have SPD... pain in my pevis is getting worse got phsio appt for 16th may so hopefully something will come of it.
I came to loggerheads with OHs mum, I've decided not to even entertain her, I don't even go to OHs nowadays. Not because I'm pig headed or a coward but quite simply because I dont need someone who is horrible and negative in my life.
It came to a head because it really was causing problems between me and OH. as ive commented previously she is very patronising. I dont get patronised within my family im seen as being a mature adult as i had to be from an early age as when my mum left i brought up my younger brother and helped my dad out as much as possible.
anyho, when i'd spend time at OHs (before it all kicked off) it was a regular occurance to have our plans put down or just ignored while she made her own for us. i was constantly at war with my tongue, trying to hold it when i'd feel my piss boiling over yet another pathetic interferance on her part.
so after basically half of my pregnancy making excuses for the woman i finally snapped and by christ she got it both barrels. there was a catalogue of events that led up to it that i wasnt happy with;
* she looked down her nose at my family when she was invited by my dad to a family party,
* treating me and OH like children poo pooing everything we said with regards to OUR baby,
* Talking to OH like he's 5yrs old irritates me too
* interfering in an arguement between myself and OH (where OH holds his hands up to being a wanker and him being the 1 who caused it) when i told her to butt out she saw her arse...( not like we had a screaming match in her living room but it was clear for her to see things weren't looking good for me and OH) she then ignored me whenever i spoke,
* she made a pathetic comment over 'the family' being so dissapointed that they couldnt see the sex of the baby.
couldnt take it anymore i let rip... she tried to put a spin on things like it was in my head or something but OH backed me up as he beared witness to the things that i wasnt happy with and things he admits he wasnt happy with but he thought they'd blow over.
he made a point of saying that if my dad acted the way she had he would be having the exact same feelings as me.
in short we got nowhere by way of her admitting she'd been a total nightmare and apologising so i left it at that... at least Ive put my feelings out there so if she attempts to interfere in my life or put me down again it wont be such a shock when i tell her to butt out.
I dont go to OHs anymore as I know she wont change... and i dont want another arguement with OH over his mum as we was pretty close to breaking up over it. also she can act how she likes in her own house but when myself an OH get our own place... if she dares to act like that and put me OH or our baby down in my house she will be shown the door.
I am a bit upset as I didnt want things to work out this way as i used to get on with her and like her... but as soon as i found out i was pregnant she has changed. i dont know wether its a bit of jealousy like my dad said, OH is her youngest... and im taking her baby from her in her eyes, but its still not an excuse for her behavior towards us.
so for now Im keeping my distance from her, if shes not around my she cant patronise or look down on me.
Good news hun!! 
.... i still havent been able to get an appointment with my GP. 
, its defo my hips 
lol. just a bit worried as ive had it a few weeks now and its gettin worse rather than better. 
I was reading your entries and you kind of scared me there.
I went for my anomaly scan @ 20 weeks and they couldn't measure/asses half the baby's limbs organs because of the way the madam was lying, also they couldnt tell me the sex. so they booked me back in for the 6th of May to be rescanned. 
got phsio appt for 16th may so hopefully something will come of it. 
tar rach, 
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