Wobbles

Starting to get really edgy now about Thursdays scan.

6.3 weeks & I still have this blood show - a total of 11 days & none of it has gone as far as leaking on to my underwear but still ... More in discharge form now & maybe a brown colour!

Chances of MC? From what I can gather this would have got heavier by now but maybe thats wrong!!

Ectopic? Completely shitting myself about that possibility!

Signs of other complications? Sac no yolk? No idea personally if spotting could be a sign of this ... ?

Tests still strong

Boobies sore - not so sore - aching ... changes all the time! Normal?

Heads offically mashed I want the day to come in fast yet another part of me doesn't want to know - Haven't really got a choice do I lol!

I'm set up for the fall I have such a negative feeling but when I sit & think about it I know how much I hope I am wrong.

This is the furthest I have got normally (stupid chemicals), without any hCG injections a part from my ectopic which I'm not relating to as I had a full on period then spotting which was my sign of 'somethings wrong here' but I guess it doesn't always have to be the same.

I'm so negative I've already decided should this mean the worse I don't want to see anyone (I know I won't want to) & I will drown my sorrows next weekend - Me a big bottle of something & no doubt my OH on pins all evening

I just know if it's not a good shock I get on Thursday it's a complete devastastion I have no idea how I will take it all I know is it isn't going to be as easy as the chemicals. I said to my OH yesterday I think if this turns out as a loss I just feel completely doomed.

I'm just rambling & talking **** really ....

Imi

Your thinking to far ahead of yourself and just thinking the worst which we can all understand, but to keep doing it is making your worse!

Nothing out of the ordinary for a normal PG is happening and all the signs you do have a good ones ... you should know from being on PG forums and running one how comon spotting is during a PG ... some do it all the way through, could mean anything .... cervix erosion to muh blood in your lining anything hun!!

We all got our fingers crossed for you ...

and we are here ....

xxx

Helen

Aw Wobbles

Completely understand where you are coming from, of course you are going to feel like this. Thursday's going to be one weird day, one way or another for you both.

If the amount of positive thinking and good wishes that folks on here have for you could have any effect then it will be good news, but as Imi says we'll all be here for you if not.

Sending you all the in the world.

Trinity

Got absolutely everything crossed for you Wobbles .. really hope that the news is good for you on Thursday.

Layla

best of luck hun, will be thinking of you

xx

stephlw25

Can totally understand why you are feeling this way wobbs but like Imi said everything you are experiencing happens in a normal pregnancy. No idea where you head must be at at the mo but i really am wishing you all the luck in the world for thursday, after evrything you have been through hun you really deserve this. Have everything crossed for you xxx

Tezzy

Yvonne

Suz

Wobbles,

Im going to have to get on a plane and come overthere and give you a big hug! I will be thinking of you on Thrusday! I will also be positive for you. Thursday will be here before you know it and hopefully the answers will all be good, and you can actually start to enjoy being pregnant....

xxx Suz xxx

Wobbles

If I walked in there on Thursday smiling thinking everything is ok & it's not I'm pretty sure if a fall is heading my way thinking like that would make it a bigger drop. Theres no way I could do that to myself - I have to think ahead theres nothing else I think about practically every minute of the day.