

its not fair. I've felt ok for ages now, not perfect but not so sick and whatnot, so yesterday i decided m/s had more than likely gone, to get off my arse and do something with myself. So i got myself down to the job centre and ahve started to look for some christmas jobs to get us a bit more money.
But today ive felt awful since i woke up

i felt sicky this morning, had some tea and toast and half hour later it went thankgod, then felt queasy on and off, aswell as having backache ( which i thought was kidney infection, has been playing me up like mad, but turns out its just basically my skeleten adjusting my dr said? ) so ive gotta put up with it

, so came to have a luy down, fell asleep for 2 hours now ive woke up and feel awful again. Feel im about to puke at any time. Im sick of it

, the worst thing is, when i tell people how i feel apart from my mum and dad, they either laugh, or look at me as if to say ' your pregnant, not bloody dieing woman, get a drip!'
No-one seems to understand what it feels like, even if theyve been here before !
Rant over