hey everyone i would first off like to thankyou so much for all your support without yougirls i dont know where i would be.. well i rang OH yesterday to ask him to go for a coffee and he agreed so i was ooking positive.
I met him at a local cafe and we sat there in silence i couldnt think of the words to sa to him as there was a deep anger within me that literally just wanted to beat him to the ground. So finally he asked if he could come round so we could talk in private.
so we went to mine and sat and chatted ... i asked him how he was doing and his answer was great really great.... so i told him to get out because i was glad it was great for someone.
i told him that i loved him but i couldnt be put under the stress for the twins sake and that if he was gonna mess around then he woul have to leave!
what did he do!! walk away !!!!!!
and i lost all feeling and emotion for him so now i am getting on with my life and thinking about the twins!!!!! again thankyou to everyone !!


